Well, I really am feeling a little down these days, mostly I am pretty frustrated, confused and worried. I often worry about what my future may have in store, maybe if I were a little more confident in myself I'd be able to figure out where to go from here, I am really confused about how I can get my art work noticed, because really in all honesty Deviantart really doesn't seem to be the best outlet like many make it seem. I really don't know what I can do to find a better job to support myself until I can get a cartooning career off the ground.

I really have not had motivation to draw these days, and that is really frustrating. And I just feel even worse about myself when I see other artists getting lots of comments and favorites, well yeah I am happy they are doing well, but I just feel depressed about myself.

Well, at least I can take consideration that my family willing to help if need be so that makes me feel some what better.